Letra de Tortures of the damned

I hate myself,
more than I ever let on.
I´m burned out at 22.
I lived too fast and I loved too much and I´ll die too young,
but I chose this cup that I drank from.
Knew what I was getting into.
But I couldn´t let out what I had to keep in.
I´m ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins,
that I´ve committed and:

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I´ve made mistakes,
but I´ll find my way.
There´s no explanation for,
the things I´ve failed at before.
They can´t hold my hand.
It just hurts to be a man,
Through the tortures of the damned.

If I only had an axe,
I´d sever the ties I´ve made with the world.
Maybe I can be a stranger,
in a strange place.
If I start now, maybe I can be saved.
If I only had a mask,
I´d cover these bleeding eyes.
They´re bloodshot now but they´ll be black by dawn.
If I wake up now,
I can be pure again.

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Look at me now, I´m on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town. [x4]

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