Letra de When the first love ends (english)

I tasted my salty tears when you gave me my first kiss
It was just like a drama that I had seen
The starting bell tore us apart, it must´ve been written in the script

The chilly wind grazed along my cheek
I breathed out and rubbed my hands together in order to warm them up
The brilliant illuminations decorating the bare trees make the streets a wonderland
How could I tell you this feeling?
I swallowed my words
It was better to leave them unsaid
Don´t think that I´m stupid, it´s a promise between me and myself
No more looking back though it hurts

Arigatou sayonara my heart breaking one-sided love
I´ll just keep on moving on then I can get over you
So please let me say thank you and goodbye though it´s gonna make me cry
When I tried not to burst into tears a snowflake touched on my skin
It melted away and disappeared

Walking down toward the station, I felt totally left out
"Hey baby, it´s snowing!" said some girl to her lover
All I wanted was to be like her, I hoped it was not too late
In my bag was a hand-knitted muffler
How could I give this present to you? I am just a coward.. and I am just afraid
Is it okay to let it go if it would be a memory?
I say to myself, "You´re sure about that?"

Arigatou sayonara I should have been prepared for this
And made myself not to regret any of it
Why am I saying just thank you and good bye? How could I be so strong?
The train will soon arrive but I don´t want it to
I can´t make myself understand why my heart hurts
I want you for my own, I wished for God, but still I´m all alone
Insecurity and emptiness
Oh why does it hurt this much just to say good bye?

You will have to go, I know, I know
Don´t be so kind that you make me cry again
"..please let me go"
I will never forget you, I love you so much

Arigatou sayonara I can´t say a word so please God, give me some courage
"Hey, wait! I... I...!"
Then I realized that there´s no distance between you and me
Can I cry just for now?
Words are no longer needed, hold me tight and never let me go
(Never let me go...)

What´s gonna happen to us this time next year is never known but
Promise me to be who you wanna be